I will not let you down
I will not let you down
I will not let you down
I will not let you down
I will not let you down
I will not let you down
I will not let you down
I will not let you down
I will not let you down
I will not let you down
I will not let you down
I will not let you down
You're permanently in my head (my head)
There you walk around and knock on my veins
Actually I could be so free (so free)
But somehow I can't
And like the way it is (like the way it is)
It will not come to an end (an end)
It'll always be there
Which also means that it'll always hunt me forever (forever)
It all depends on how the wind is blowing (blowing blowing)
What is that? Why are you like that?
Why are we we?
What is that? Why are you like that?
Why are we we?
What a silly thing to ask!
What a silly thing to ask!
What a stupid and silly, silly, silliest things of all to ask
And while I sing this
So much is changing (so much is changing)
Nothing is durable
It is permanently different (so different)
And the next day (and the next day)
Can be something new again (can be something new again)
So that in the next hour everything is knocked over what still lasted in the last minute (knocked over)
And this I know now (this I know now)
My feeling of security and rest
I should not rely on that (rely on that)
And this was it to which I hung on (to which I hang on)
Trust in my fate (trust in my fate)
Since oddly enough one thing is permament.
You.
Would you please note that:
I must let you down
I have to let you down
I must let you down
I have to let you down
But I'm not able to forgive you
that you meant everything to me (everything everything)
(Who do you think I am?)
But I'm not worth
(What do you think I can?)
This trouble (this trouble)
This game (this game)
This illusion (this illusion)
This ignorance (this ignorance this ignorance)
But I cannot go on pretending
I could handle this so easily easily easily easily easily
I must let you down
I have to let you down
I must let you down
'Cause you have let me down
credits
from the light in my head,
released November 8, 2014
Kormoran - lyrics, vocals, arrangement, mix
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